On December 16th 2009, I left my home in Michigan and flew by American Airlines to Texas. I went there to visit with family members.

The following are my comments dated January 2, 2010. Okay! A new year has begun, and hopefully new memories will be formed.

When I awakened yesterday, I was angry about what was taken from me, "Stripped Away" from my mind by the psychiatrist that administered all of those ECT's. He was supposed to be someone who was "trained?" to help people! Also, a Professor teaching others (Michigan State University in Lansing, Michigan), people/students that will follow in his footsteps to rape/strip, snatch, snare those who do not heed the warning to stay away from them.

People both young and old who will be convinced by "Them", that they need Electroconvulsive Therapy. Of course, ECT's most always follow a time of treatment involving "drugs that should be illegal because of the side effects. In my case, I COULDN'T GET BETTER because of the side effects being such a traumatic experience. It was so bad, there were times I didn't even want to live anymore!

Drugs are known for having caused people to commit suicide! Also, people have actually committed murder because of the side effects of the drugs. I see it on the news quite often.

Again, in my case (wanting to get over it, or get it over with), I continued to deteriorate and my Psychologist, Dr. Johnson (I found out) is responsible for setting up the ECT's. Thus, the beginning of hospitalizations in St. Lawrence Hospital (Sparrow Health Systems) in Lansing, Michigan, and the infamous psychiatrist, Dr. Dale - (Salt & Pepper, Brown Skin, and a very soft spoken voice - that's what I vaguely remember).

Today, I am angry! Angry with the so-called "Justice System". Angry that the law-makers have placed a two year statute of limitations on law suits. You see, the ECT's ended in or about the year 2000. The medications began their decrease in 2007 down to one drug by the end of 2007. It was only within the last 5 months that I have begun to learn about what happened to me. That one last drug has finally been decreased to half the amount. Everytime I try to cut it more, my body strongly objects. Since I am having a very hard time with that one, I decided to investigate further, only to learn that when being on that drug for an extended period of time, many people are never able to get off but rather have to continue a maintainence dose for the rest of their life. The drug is Klonopin or Clonazapam. The day will come for me to be off permenantly, by the Grace of God.

As far as the laws are concerned, I know for a fact that if I had committed a crime against another, the laws "would" apply no matter haw many years have passed. A CRIME WAS COMMITTED against me and my family, and because I didn't know about it until almost 10 years later, the perpetrators are free to continue doing the same thing to others. What really makes me angry, is to know that this crime is being committed against "Children and the Elderly"! Since I am now asking lots of questions, one of them is "WHY?" Why are they still getting away with the crime against innocent victims? Why are they being allowed to continue? They haven't even received so much as a slap on the wrist!

During my vacation/visit with family in Texas, I was told about a lot of things that have happened. My brother and I were sitting in the dining room when he started to reminisce. I listened, he talked, and I could not remember the things he was talking about. Most everything involved me. I also looked at pictures. Some of them triggered bits & pieces of memory, just enough to cause questions, but when Henry and Connie tried to explain, I could not/did not have any memory of the events. I left the room in tears and went to another room to regain my composure. When I returned, I set up my photography equipment and took some photos of my brother and sister-in-law. For the most part, nothing else was mentioned that day. Days passed, my vacation ended, and I returned home January 5th, 2010 and another year older!

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